So, if you've been on social media at all recently, you will have seen at least one thing about the book/Netflix TV series, 13 Reasons Why. It seems to have taken the world by storm and everyone is talking about it, whether they love the series or not. If you don't know, the general idea of the story-line is a teenager called Hannah commits suicide and leaves tapes behind with 13 reasons why she killed herself. I wanted to make this into something positive and want to start a tag of 13 reasons why you want to live, why you're grateful for living, what you love about life etc. It can be anything. My 13 are all going to be people but it can be anything; objects, animals, celebrities, your blog, social media, anything. (I also made graphics, very bad ones at that). It can be as serious or as fun and light-hearted as you want, as long or as short as you want, but the main thing, is to spread love and positivity!

Okay, so first things first. I have had so many messages from everyone and honestly, I've not really replied to anyone. Please don't take this to heart, I think it's just that I know once I start replying, everyone wants to know "the story" and typing it out time after time, isn't really what I want to be doing right now. Living with it is bad enough and reliving it time after time right now; well, I just don't think it'll do me any good.

Okay, so I wasn't going to do a blog post or update you all but with my lack of presence on social media and the fact I'm not at work at the moment is meaning that I'm getting a lot of messages asking where I am and what I'm doing. Well, currently I'm in bed and that's where I've been for quite a few days and could possibly be where I stay, for a while, but it's the great unknown. 

If you've been following me for a while or know me in person, it's pretty much guaranteed you'll know that I have two heart conditions. If you know this, skip this part because you've probably not only heard about it, but helped me through an episode...they happen a lot.